Archive for the ‘Friendships’ Category

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I guess you’ve probably done some thinking through, right?

January 3, 2008

I believe many people are contradicting themselves right now.

Some say that they wanna keep in touch as often even after school reopens but now is now too engrossed with their new friends.

Some say they wouldn’t let relationships affect their life anymore but now is now in love with friends of the opposite sex made recently.

Some resolute to study hard this year but is right now taking back all their words the because the teacher says lesson begins on the second day of school.

Some say they will do their homework immediately after dinner but end up watching television.

Some say they will save a percentage of their money earned during the holidays but has spent them on expensive school bags, shoes, and so on.

Some say they don’t give a damn about the failed relationship, when deep down inside, they give the world’s damn.

I’m writing my chinese journal now, the title is, “What have I gained and lost during the school holidays.”
Besides knowledge, besides experience, I really don’t know what have I gained, and what have I lost. I’ve earned money, I’ve lost money, I’ve made friends, I’ve lost friends. So many things has happened. I don’t really know how to start writing.


我想我是太过依赖
在挂电话的刚才
坚持学单纯的小孩
静静看守这份爱
知道不能太依赖
怕你会把我宠坏
你的香味一直徘徊
我舍不得离开

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Some people are very easily affected by just words alone. — People like me.

December 26, 2007

I’ve been tired since I woke up today, or rather, yesterday.
My mood right now is rather shitty. I don’t know.
I don’t know what’s going on.
I don’t know what’s happening.
I don’t know why.
I know this is normal.
I don’t know why is this normal.
I know the cause. — The thoughts running through my mind right now.
At times like that, I’d usually hit the gym, dive into the pool, or simply blast music with my headset on.
It’s 3:32AM, both the gym and the pool are closed, and my songs are contributing to the thoughts in my mind right now, that I refuse to get rid of. I wanna continue thinking the thoughts that are in my mind now, that are making me feel screwed up.
I’m holding onto “what if.”
If it wasn’t there, now I’d be a 100% confused man.
Maybe I’m too sensitive, but oh well.

My dog looks like a lamb now.

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Lack, of, confidence.

December 10, 2007

This one post, is gonna be a long one. But it’s for everything that’s happened since my previous post. Actually not everything, but because some gay named Ernest that I failed to meet to pass him some stuffs for the past few days got pissed and says to me on the phone just now that I must fully explain to him why. And also, please remember to take a look at the good deals I have after the end of the post.
So here goes..

Stuffs that happened after my previous post:

Work at Orchard Hotel. WangTe spilt drinks onto a customer, placed his tray on the carpet, and then XiYi tripped over his tray and spilt all her drinks on the carpet. I laughed and got scolded. LOL. After work, was a mini celebration of MuJia’s birthday. We couldn’t decide where to go, what to do, and somehow ended up at Changi Airport, and even spent the night there. We alighted CityBus 36 at T1, took the sky train to T2, went hunting for a suitable cafe/restaurant to sit and eat at, and we did so at Polar. I bought her a slice of black forest which was decided by drawing of lots. And I bought myself.. err, a hotdog roll and a curry puff. After that we basically walked and sat around till 6AM when the city buses start operating, went to Tampines where she lives and then cabbed home.

I reached home at about, 7AM, bathed and all, then slept till 11AM. Headed down to work at Celio, which ended at 7PM. Then biased Lydia got me to look her and MuJia up at Takashimaya’s art friend, waited for Hong Wee, and we went to Cine’s food court to give MuJia a surprise celebration. Haha, got Hong Wee to buy his food and go back to his sit, while me and Lydia went up and bought two slices of cheese cake and the very last candle they had.
There are actually friends out there who uses the amount of oil left in a lighter to limit their friendship! Okay anyway, after the singing of birthday song, eating of cake, talking of crap and all, MuJia went home to get some stuffs, while me, Lydia and Hong Wee rented DVDs(Shrek 3 and Hannibal Rising) at Thomson Plaza for the stayover at Lydia’s house later on. For the night, there was Me, Hong Wee, Lydia, MuJia, JunJie, and JasonKoh. Watched Xiong Di, brought by JunJie and Jason, then watched Shrek3. I fell asleep while watching Shrek3, the rest fell asleep after watching Shrek3, except for MuJia who went to sleep the moment it started.
All of us woke up at about 11AM today, I came home to bathe and change and went back there. Watched Hannibal Rising, played some card games, blah. Then we all left for our work and stuffs.
I don’t have the pictures, maybe at Lydia’s blog.

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The road to The Cathay Cineplex

October 31, 2007

Yeah, I used to dislike the road to The Cathay Cineplex, but after thinking about it over and over… Why should I? Whatever happens there, or what happened there, ain’t gonna be affecting my life no way.

Oh well, never mind the road there. It’s the things, or rather, the thing there, that matters. Me, Jerome and Dixon playing LAN at Parklane, had nothing to do, and decided to walk. We walked pass The Cathay Cineplex and went in. We entered the Adidas outlet and saw the table soccer. We played a game, played another game, and played more games. We played for at least an hour I must say, and in the process, we even had challengers, I wouldn’t say that they’re good, I’d say that the last time we played table soccer would be years ago, unlike them. But still, we lost, nuts. They were kicking balls, we were kicking nuts.

Do you have friends who would leave you out to do something he, she, or they are able to do but not you?

Do you have friends, who when you go out in a group with, gets bored, suddenly plans to go to the movies to watch an NC16 movie, but in the entire group, there is one guy under the age of 16, has not enough money, and has a curfew. Then a friend of yours, or friends of yours in that group, would then go like, “Okay, you shall wait for us to finish the movie,” “Okay, now because of you we can’t watch the movie,” “Why are you always out of money?!” “Oh don’t spoil my day.”

Do you have friends like that? Are you like that? Are you the victim?

Reasons:

  1. Usually the starter or the few starters of it is one who has no confident in the group of friends, feels left out, and seizes the rare chance to feel “IN” the group.
  2. The victim hardly has any bad points whereby his friends can get at, and they are jealous of it, and so, also seizes the rare chance to get at em.
  3. The starter or the few starters of it dislikes the victim, but the rest doesn’t, and so is trying to “eliminate” em.
  4. Similar to 1, the starter or the few starters feels they are losing out to the victim in life, and wants to seize the rare chance to falsely prove otherwise.

So far this is all I can think of. Watching a movie and having no money, and being underage isn’t the only scenario. There are many.

Maybe when going into a LAN shop and one is underage and/or has insufficient money.

Maybe when going into a snookerium and one is underage and/or has insufficient money.

Maybe when going into a party for couples and one is without a partner.

Maybe when one has no choice but to follow into a game in which the rest is good at, except for em.

And so on. Countless number of scenarios, and reasons, that I’ve yet been able to think of.