Quickies.

Late for work today, didn’t sleep well man.
Tomorrow’s full shift, after which I’d be feeling rather relieved albeit the morning shift on Monday.
Think I flunked my examination today. Shall hope for the best.
Gonna do some stuffs now.

Bye.

The Door Out of My Life.

I nearly lost my life on bus 76 from Parkway Parade to Ang Mo Kio.
My body temperature definitely dropped below 36 degree celsius 5 minutes into the bus ride.
Today isn’t a good day for me. Think it’ll be worse tomorrow..
I kind of need a punching bag right now.
I want it so hard it’ll numb my arms.

Concupiscence.

A whole day spent speaking absolutely nothing but crap.
O’s are over and I still have to study. Having an examination this Saturday.
Fuck man.

So different now.

Intimacy.

Today’s shifts includes Ian, Jackson and me.
I demand that we be recognised not as promoters, but as clothing folders.
From morning to night, we just, fold.
We fold, customers unfold, we fold, customers unfold, we fold.
We hardly sell. That’s because we’re a men’s boutique, located in the women’s department. How smart.
I’m off tomorrow, luckily. Otherwise I’d most probably become vestiphobic.
And, it takes me at least 1 bloody hour and 15 bloodier minutes for me to get to and fro home and my work place.

I have something to tell you, ask me if you want to know.

Models Of Life.

Spent the day with Arthur, Ian and KianWei till late evening.
Then went to meet my brothers for dinner.
Had Subway. They have cookies that’ll make people diabetic man.
Work starts tomorrow. I’ve to wake up at about 0600 and I’m still awake now, at 0135.
Can’t get to sleep. Apparently I think if I were to state on which side of life am I looking at now, I won’t say I’m looking on the bright side. I’m most probably standing on the line between the bright and the dark side of life, with one eye looking on the bright side, and the other on the dark side.
Sigh.

Times Have Changed, But I Have Not.

I want more job alternatives.
Neither do I wanna be in the retail nor the F&B industry anymore.
I want a job that allows me to earn while I eat, sleep, and play.
“Dream on, Brighton.”
Actually, it ain’t possible, right?
Just have to.. think of how to get to live a life like that. Yeah.
Till that day comes, guess I just have to make do with what I have now.
Eheh.

When asked a question, silence usually means consent…
Stubborn as I am, I really have not changed. I’m still the same, it’s still the same.

K-Pool

Went to meet Celio’s manager.
Then went to shop for nothing.
Played billiards with Jerome after KianWei left.
Walked around, ate and stuffs, headed home.
Ball games, water activities, shopping, hanging out, stuffs like that.
These pretty much make up my life.
I wanna take these to higher levels, but not so soon though. Guess I’ve not the financial and social freedom to do so yet. There’s education, there’s national service, there’s friends if I’m thinking of backpacking lifestyles. Hmm..

I Have To. Simply Not Worth My Effort.

I have the urge to play CS competitively again, but apparently less people are playing CS and competitions seem to be lowering cash price awards for the CS category. ;(

My parents have gone overseas with my lil bro.
My elder brothers are serving NS.
My home has only me and my dog now.
My dog managed to switch my fan off. He seems to love doing it. He is still doing it.

Maybe I Should Just..

Chalet was great.
First day was packed with cycling, drinking, and vomiting.
Second day was fun at night, with the walkabouts, the movie and that horrible talk that lasted till morning.
The third was simply waking up and phototaking.

Took a cab home and slept till 1700 to eat my lunch that has been there since 1300.
Went for class and came home.
Used the laptop cauz my computer couldn’t detect my hard disk; it died in a way.
Managed to revive it to type this load of crap.

Guess I need not ask anymore.

终于说出口

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我
为什么要低著头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我
我终于也说出口
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由
没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖著我的手
握住的只是风

Oh, So It’s Me…

With great power, comes great responsibilities.
I think that’s why even geniuses only use up to approximately 2% of their brain power; We humans aren’t responsible enough to have any power greater than that.

Anyway, I reached home at 4AM this morning, realized that I did not switch my computer off since the day before, shut it down without looking at any of the MSN conversations. Was too tired.

You will only know your who your true friends are when you are in adversity.