When would Singaporeans start a “We-Need-No-Certificates-To-Prove-Who-We-Are” campaign?
I’m not in the right state of mind now. Fuck.
Archive for August, 2008
Where Do We Turn To?
August 15, 2008My dear fat little brother, it’s 1730H now and you’re asleep in the room.
Where the hell do you want me to bring you to for dinner later on?
I think our beliefs and cognition has been majorly screwed up by people of the past.
Activating Events.
Beliefs.
Consequences.
This are the ABCs of what they call the cognitive behavioral therapy.
All the depressed, tantrum throwing(at the wrong time, wrong things, wrong people), self-isolating, wrist slitting, self-abusing, cigarette chewing, living drug storage, living alcohol storage people.
What made them, them, is probably having Believed that as long as they meet events such as failure in family bondings, relationships, friendships, or at work and school, negative thoughts “MUST/WILL” be Activated.
Then, these people are screwed up by people who have been screwed up tighter than them.
These tighter screwed people are those who Believe that by doing self-harming stuffs mentioned above would make life better, which is obviously known to all of themselves that is not true, but they just go along with it out of inability to find better ways out. This is when the not so tightly screwed up people get influenced, and become as screwed, facing the Consequences of mental health, physical health, social, and economical degradation.
The only way to flip the table would be to alter the Beliefs of every single one, also known as cognitive restructuring, but, how possible is that? Actually it is, but it’ll definitely be a matter of decades or maybe centuries.
Happy Ending
This is the way that we Love
Like it’s forever
Then live the rest of our lives
But not together
I Am Something.
August 13, 2008I’ve got money.
I’ve got brains and knowledge.
I’ve got skills and abilities.
I’ve got wit.
I’ve got ideas and creativity.
I’ve got mental/emotional strength.
I’ve got good physical strength for my size.
I’ve not confidence to say I look good, but, do I look bad?
I’ve the ability to back everything above.
Disagree by all means, but please remember that to be right about one’s own stand, one needs proof, evidence, facts.
It’s Self-Awareness.
Just got home.
Today’s been good, lots of free periods, lots of intended work progress.
Night class was relaxing, but tiring at the same time.
I’ve an three hour examination this Saturday NIGHT.
My eyes are swollen and my eyes are dry.
I was sitting beside this guy on the bus, who was on the phone.
The moment he hung up, he cried. This World is cruel.
Scary, yet interesting. ;\
Let me show what’s Love supposed to be.
Realizing One’s Nature Perfectly.
August 12, 2008Dominance.
Influence.
Steadiness.
Conscientiousness.
DISC Assessment. Assessed over 50 million people.
My 3rd graph reads High ID.
I actually brought this web log down out of laziness to update, but then I’ve been bored, so.
I don’t think I can remember much.
Thursday: Went for dinner with Bernice and her friend, lazed around our area and headed home.
Friday: Skipped school and went swimming.
Saturday: Went to see the fireworks, after failure to play pool. We were super duper unlucky on that day, because we got barked at by dogs. Caught the fireworks even though we actually decided not to.
Sunday: Met Eunice for dinner. Somehow, she thinks the chicken served when you order Chicken Briyani isn’t enough, hence ordered more chicken as side dish. Eheh. Digested food while stopping her from wanting to drown my dog, and then went to count flies at some park in Sembawang.
Yesterday: Met Eunice again, for dinner again, no side dishes, drowning and counting, just crushing of chocolate packaging.
Today: School, my DNT progressed quite a bit. Went to KianWei’s to check out the problem with his speakers. Came home and slept, did math, and moved on to doing this.
Practice makes no perfection, it only makes permanent.
Identity Ambiguity.
August 6, 2008Just what do I want?
Went for night class.
Presentations, presentations.
Left early, fever’s playing me man.
Should I go to school on Friday?
Do people really cherish what they’ve lost before more, when they get it back?
Better In Time
August 4, 2008I literally dragged my body to school.
Had like what, two hours of sleep?
We were supposed to have remedial till 1600.
Ended up catching a movie at J8, couldn’t concentrate and absorb any shit in class anyway.
Caught ‘Money No Enough 2,’ it was good.
Rushed home and rushed for night class to do presentation.
Went superbly well.
I’m having a fucking high fever again and I’ve to work on my DNT artefact tomorrow.
Bad things happening one after another.
It’s the Law of Attraction.
I leave all decisions up to you. I have no say.
Mentalities, perceptions, views. How foolish of me for thinking so far.
I was thinking…
Freedom of Choice.
August 2, 2008I want to go out.
I don’t want to have fun.
I should stay home?
But I want to go out.
I’m having aches all over, damn.
