Are You a Prize or a Price?

Latest things first.
I miraculously passed my Psychology module examination with a fucking grade A!
This Sunday’s Conflict Management’s examination!

More of my party’s pictures are at Cressilda’s blog, though not all yet.

Now, prize or price.
Prizes are advantages. Prices are disadvantages.
What’re you?
We talk about relationships now. Are you a prize to your partner or a price to your partner?
Does he spend a lot just to keep you because you benefit him, or?
I don’t know, think about it.

And, sorry.
Sorry, sorry, sorry.
We hear sorries everyday.
Of all those who say sorry, count.
How many know what are they apologizing for?
How many can assure they won’t make the same mistake?
How many mean it?
People say sorry for only a few reasons.
One is that they know they are at fault, they know how to avoid the same mistake, and feels guilty.
Another is that they just want to get over and done with the situation, thinking that an apology would do the job, or the like.
They just don’t know how much of a punch it is to hear an apology out of insincerity and carelessness of the entire situation.
We can go, “sorry for the break up,” others might go, “if you’re saying sorry that means the break up is a mistake, so why make it?” It makes sense, undeniably, because what should be said is, “sorry for even going into a relationship with you.”

It’s like speaking without thinking. We all say stuffs like, “he is gay, because he has sex with another guy.” Does this mean that if two guys kissing each other but hasn’t had sex is not gay?
We speak too generally.
We always see people say sorry, for nothing, for unknown reasons.
Just like, “I’m unhappy.” “I don’t know why.”
Question would be, how come you do not know the reasons for your unhappiness?
If you do not know reasons for your unhappiness, can it be assumed that you do not know what makes you unhappy, and you do not know how to be unhappy because you don’t know what triggers your unhappiness?
Again, if so, how do you know if you’re feeling happy or unhappy?

We need to think more.

These Will Talk. More to Come.

Thanks.

I’ll Pull It Off.

All of us have done more than we expected from ourselves, since day one.
We never thought we would communicate in languages.
We never thought we would stand up and walk.
We never thought we would feed ourselves.
We never thought we would head out on our own.
We never thought we would pass an exam.
We never thought we would learn just by listening, seeing, and doing.
Motivation.
Stimulation.
Drive.
All that’s responsible.
Seek the secret to generating all three in oneself.

And, tomorrow’s the, day!

Great, it Feels.

Emotions.

Take You Out, Do You Right

High fever. ):
Tomorrow’s the first day of school.
I’ve not touched any of my holiday homework.
Especially DNT.
By now we should already be in the workshop, but I’m still far from stepping in!

My birthday partehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh’s this Friday.

I wanna make love in this club.
Seems like foot notes are becoming compulsory for my posts. I’ve been doing pretty much psychological tests given to me by my lecturer and I’ve been going through much self-realization. I’m gonna break through a lot, so don’t stand in my way for I’ll break you. Yeah.

Through The Rain

I’d be working through the night I have to.
It kind of sucks to only be at optimum focus at night.
I suppose it’s because of the dark sky and the silence I get.
Today’s been rather working against me.
From failure to do refunds to getting on the wrong bus that travels onto a road with killer length with no stops that costed me two hours half.
Such days are said to be the best for personality enhancement, I don’t see how, but I think it’s true.

Bad times teach us most, so I think it’s good to remember the bad times.

The Line Between Communication and Contact

We get contacts(physical, meeting up, chatting), to communicate(non-physical, phone calls, text messages).
We communicate, to contact.
We contact, to communicate.
We lack contact reasons, so we just communicate.
We lack communication reasons, because we lack contact reasons.
We reduce contact, because we lack reasons.
We reduce communication, because we lack reasons.

In other words….

We lack communication, because we reduce contact.
We lack contact reasons, because we reduce communication.
We reduce both, because we lack both, because there ain’t no effort.

Yeah, thoughts, expressed straightforwardly in words.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday, Arthur Ng.

Woke up, went to school, came home, slept, woke up again.
Headed down to Toa Payoh for pool with Jerome and Dixon.
Took 88 with Jerome to AMK and trained to Khatib, then cabbed to the BBQ pit.
Ate, drank, ate, drank.
Left with Min Quan, Huan Ni, Dixon.
Took a bus home.
I got pissed off by the driver.
I’m going to bed now.
Good night.

For a moment, I felt so fucking helpless.

Here’s a Clue.

If B comes after A, and 2 comes after 1, what comes after : ?
It’s clearly stated.

The weather is pissing me off. I believe not only me.
The weather is worrying me, too.
It’s been so damn warm the past few days, even when it rains, at times.
It’s not getting any better.
It seems to me that everyday’s getting warmer and warmer.
It’s time we go out naked, right?
To think that people are turning up the air conditioners to feel better when air conditioners are major contributors to the global warming.
F……………

Why did we even kiss, huh.

Second Post Of 13th June(It’s The 14th NOW though).

Today’s been rather relaxing.
Went to the gym with KianWei.
Went to Toa Payoh, he wanted to get his hair cut.
Ate at some nearby coffeeshop.
Came home and chilled.
Started on my new assignment.
Went for dinner with Chermaine. Well, she didn’t eat, she just looked at me eat.
That’s today.
Tomorrow, or, today, again, I’m out of job, marshals aren’t needed for the ESWC DOTA Competition.
Too little teams participated.
Can’t expect much teams from Singapore though.
If I can’t wake up on time tomorrow morning, I’d probably be rotting at home the entire day. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.