Intelligence.

I think I pretty much screwed up my examinations.
Didn’t have enough time for both my papers today.
Oh well, headed down to J8 for lunch, then all of us went to Cressilda’s house for a movie, games of badminton, soccer, and a bit of basketball.
Everyone left, and at roughly 2000h, me, Balya, Cressilda and Dixon bought sparklers with the intention of just having fun with it somewhere quiet.
Settled down at some playground and realized it’s the whistling kind, the noisy kind.
We decided to leave not long after, and then, here I am.

All because I couldn’t wait to kiss you.

It Will Stay For As Long As I Live.

Went to the gym this morning with Ian, Arthur, KianWei, Dixon.
Worked out till noon and had our lunch at Thomson CC.
We planned to study at Ice Kimo after that, but the place became rather noisy the moment we sat.
Walked to my place’s gym with the same intention — to study.
With the distractions of we-don’t-know-what, we decided to swim.

Because I thought I really loved you.

For As Long As I Live.

I never thought that I’ll go through something like that. It’s a fucked up situation.
I’m moving on in life, I’ve been moving on all the while. The only time I think I really broke down was 3 years ago, and I doubt I’ll ever forget about it.

I’m constantly improving my body and health.
I’m pursuing a both diploma and an GCE ‘O’ Levels certificate this year.
I’m balancing well between family and friends.
I’m balancing well between school and non-school related activities.
I’m aware and I know I’m working and living towards what I want in life.
I’m living according to and constantly making plans for myself and haven’t failed yet.
I’m managing my emotions fine, though it recently went out of control for a while.
I’m able to see myself in the future, and I’m actually excited about it.
I’m able to see wealth, fun, love, friendship, thrill, and everything else one can wish for.
I’m able to prove every single thing mentioned before this sentence.

The one thing that’s stuck in my mind, no more. I’m moving on.

I’d Climb To The Top, No Matter What.

I think all my teachers should know that, yes I do know that process(work) matters. But when it comes to processes that I dislike, I won’t bother, and since I do care about results, I’d carry out my own processes and obtain my own results.

This Thing Will Stay For As Long As I Live.

I don’t understand.

I Never Thought I’d Lose My Temper Like That

There are many people around me who I respect, but not entirely.
The same applies to many. I know, we know.

Examples?

- Some people are well known for stopping fights. We respect that.
But on the other hand, they might also be people who loves to start fights. We disrespect that.

- Some people would spend a million dollars on their partners in order to “express their love.” We respect that.
But because they have a million to spend on their partners, they’d spend a million on prostitutes, or, gigolos, as well. We disrespect that.

- Some people are well known for their capabilities academically and/or physically(sports/fitness). We respect that.
But they have a tendency to mock at people who aren’t as capable. We disrespect that.

This three examples, I believe, are enough to call forth the names of easily more than 10 people, from family to enemies, into our minds, if we think about it.

Examinations

I don’t expect much from myself for the mid years.
I’ve got two exams to deal with. My diploma’s examinations, and the school’s.
They happen to be in the same week.
Looks like life is really testing how far I’d go to live according to plan.
I’m wondering now, if I should skip school tomorrow, to study.
I progress better when I study on my own.

Night class today was all about our very own little discussion on what we would do if we get to own The Istana. From making it into a shopping mall to making it into a theme park, or better still, two in one.

I heard you were leavin’ town, I thought I’d be the one to know first. If you have a minute let me talk to you and see what’s going on. Don’t say it’s nothing when it’s gotta be something that’s gone wrong. Now let me explain but I don’t know what to say cause I don’t know what the hell happened.

Come and Go

Acquaintances. Friends. Relationships.

How often do your friends become as good as your acquaintances?
How often do your friends and/or acquaintances become as good as strangers?

We’ve all seen people making friends, hanging out with them very often, suddenly stop contacting each other, and just smile each time they meet on the street. For no reason. The same goes for people making friends of the opposite, and when they become extremely close, as in when already on the verge of going into a relationship, just separate, almost completely, for no, or unknown reasons.
We’ve all seen people whose friends become acquaintances, and eventually, strangers.
We might have gone or would go through these.
I don’t know how many wonder why.
I do. I wonder why, to a great extent.

I don’t know where to start solving this mystery.

Huh? Wait? Are You Sure?

Floccinaucinihilipilification.

Main Entry: floccinaucinihilipilification
Part of Speech: n
Definition: an act or instance of judging something to be worthless or trivial
Etymology: the parts of the word each mean ‘at nothing’ or ‘with a small price’
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/Floccinaucinihilipilification

The school, the gym, the MacDonalds, the home. I meant, home.

Looking all around me, or rather, looking all around us, we see people, we see faces.
On those people, on those faces, we see body language, we see facial expressions.
Through each and everybody’s body language and facial expressions, we judge their mood, and when we conclude that they are feeling down, we then think of why.
Almost all of the time it’s because they have a problem.
Now, how differently do people weigh problems?
Some babies cry over milk that doesn’t taste like what they want, because that’s an extremely big problem to them. Some, surprisingly, don’t care.
It really amazes me how small matters can really bother some people as though it’s the biggest problem a person can ever have.

I’ve a little, little, problem.

Patience

Patience is the ability to endure waiting, delay, or provocation without becoming annoyed or upset, or to persevere calmly when faced with difficulties. – http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patience 

I just came back from a jog with KianWei. I jogged with the stitch.
We were playing ball in school today and stopped only after something happened which might and might not be made known tomorrow.
Oh well, went down to AMK and then went to meet my mom and lil’ bro for dinner. 
Came home, and watched the television, went jogging, and then, re-read this post.

I’m too patient, I’m too stubborn, I’m born like that, I don’t feel like changing. I’m scared. I fear. Alright?