Chris Brown – Blindfolded

He don’t deserve you.
I swear it’s crazy how your man be treating ya.
He be acting funny but he really doesn’t need ya.
I’d cut him out of the picture because he don’t deserve you.
If it’s attention that you want then I can give you closure.
Baby close your eyes so I can show ya.
I need you on my team, baby won’t you let me coach ya.
Put you on some things that you never, cause it’s wise, clever.
It’s guarantee what he do, I can do better.

You should already know you should be with me.
And if you would just let him go, then only you would see, blindfolded.
Baby there’s no need to be naive, blindfolded.
Girl you need to leave him, let him be.
It’s so sad to see that you can’t see what’s going on.
Baby come with me, can’t you see, blindfolded.
Baby there’s no need to be naive, blindfolded.
Girl with me is where you need to be.

What’s it gonna take, how many times you gonna let the man make your heart break.
Giving your heart to him was a big mistake.
Girl you really don’t need him, what you see in him you need to fall back.
Girl I can carry you, this time you’re on your own but,
What I could do for you, you won’t be all alone.
Now baby stop second guessing it, you’ve got a winner ain’t no stressing it.
Girl you should know.

Open up your eyes and realize that you deserve better.
I got what you need, read between the lines girl you know what I mean.
Already through but girl you know it’s a go now
If you want it, come get it.
You know it’s f’sho.
I know you’re hurting girl, but I’m not hating.
Just say the truth, you might as well face it.
Ooh.

You should already know you should be with me.
And if you would just let him go, then only you would see, blindfolded.
Baby there’s no need to be naive, blindfolded.
Girl you need to leave him, let him be.
It’s so sad to see that you can’t see what’s going on.
Baby come with me, can’t you see, blindfolded.
Baby there’s no need to be naive, blindfolded.
Girl with me is where you need to be.

I fell in love with this song, 3 days ago.
I like only songs with meaning(s), and good music, and I mean, good, music.

If you have a minute, let me have a word with you. I need to know what’s going on.

Happened So Fast

Do you hate someone in particular? I do.
Do you admire someone in particular? I do.
Do you envy someone in particular? I do.
Do you like someone in particular? I do.
Do you love someone in particular? I do.
Do you need someone in particular? I do.
Do you miss someone in particular? I do.

We all do.

It’s really amazing how people come into and go out of our lives.
It’s ten times harder to lose someone than to make ten more friends. It really is.
With just a blink of an eye, you’d have ten new friends, and lost one.
What’s worse is, that one might be someone you need.
Why do such stuffs happen?
They happen everywhere and all the time.
It makes me wonder so much I believe it explains why I’m having psychology classes —- to make myself feel better.

I really need to hold you like no one else could know you.

With Me Is Where You Need To Be

People of group A: Just, people, friends, whatever.
People of group B: People with problems.

When B asks A for a chat, because he/she is troubled, A knows that B most probably isn’t feeling good and would start off the conversation, “nicely,” here’s an example:

A: Hey, how’s your day?
B(smiles): Very happy.

If you were A, how often would you think that B isn’t really in a bad mood afterall, and speak to him/her in a “I-don’t-have-to-care-so-much-about-what-I-say” mood?
Majority, when seeing B smile and answering as though he/she is in a good mood, would be like this.

What if, the conversation goes on like this:

A: Why? You got yourself a girlfriend?!
B(starts crying): No, you’re wrong. It’s because… Today’s the first day this year I didn’t get hit by my classmates.

How often would you expect something like this? I doubt it’s very often, but it happens all the time, just that majority of us are able to hold it back.
And when it happens, do you know what to do, or are you all screwed up? Are you gonna just say sorry and shut up, or are you gonna start calling for help?
Think about, everyone around you, every single time you converse with them, what goes through their mind? Is it good or bad?
I don’t know. How easy it is for us to know what the other party really is feeling and thinking?

I got what you need
Read between the lines girl you know what I mean
Already through but girl you know it’s a go now

Look Deep Inside Me

And you will find the way.

I’ve gotten my private diploma course’s timetable. I’mma get big eye bags man.

“Interpersonal perception examines the beliefs that interacting people have about each other.”

I’m bored now.

I Have Dreams

I think my dad is amazing. He chose to stop studying after completing his NITEC, he went straight into more than 25years of working with the media starting off with a very low pay. Having to support four kids, different kinds of pets, and to pay off the house’s monthly maintenace fee, he planned and started off business in the F&B industry, running up to 3 cafes and even owned a yacht, later on, he decided to hit the gaming industry, with two LAN shops(cyber cafe), only to lose everything and be heavily in debt due(owing up to hundreds of thousands, with a monthly income of only about SGD$4K) to failure of the LAN shops months later. On top of that, my mom, who earns at least twice as much as my dad, resigned to manage the LAN shops and cafes, leaving him the only income generator. Right now, still, he sells insurance, he works as a property agent, he does network marketing for extra income, and somehow, within a year, he managed to already clear most of his debt.

I’m gonna do what I’ve gotta do
I’m gon’ prove to you
I’m gon’ do anything
I’m gon’ say what I gotta say
I’m gon’ relive those days
I’m gon’ have you in my arms
I’m gon’ hug you tight

My Very Own Pain

“I know it’s impossible. I won’t give up.”

I know, you all know, people, who says it’s impossible to achieve something, and later say they won’t give up, they will persevere.
So what does that become?

“I am not giving up on the impossible.”

IF something really is impossible(nothing’s impossible actually), no matter how persevered and determined you are, it is still impossible.
To say that it’s impossible already means you’ve given up. So why bother saying you won’t give up?

There are people who go like,
“I know it’s impossible for you to love me anymore, but I won’t give up.”
or
“I know it’s impossible for me to survive a 50-storey jump, but I won’t give up.”
Fuck you.
You sound stupid.
You believe it’s impossible, and you still want to keep trying?
What’s in your mind? You’re thinking and working towards doing that babe, and at the same time, thinking and working towards being kicked hard in your balls by her. So which is it?
Or are you thinking of being a professional building jumper, and at the same time, thinking of just leading a normal life. Which is it?

To achieve something, you’ve to focus on it, that’s common sense. But if you can’t even set goals properly, dream on. Try focusing on being a professional basketball player, and then focusing on being a professional hockey player. Unless you focus on being both at the same time, you’re gonna be neither. Try focusing on winning that girl’s heart BACK, and at the same time, focus on which girl should be your next, and neither would you win that girl’s heart back nor would that next girl you have in mind be your next.

I still haven’t got no reason yet.

Innervate Me

‘Ve been telling myself over and over to start doing stuffs. I ain’t got no where in terms of life for the past few weeks. Besides doing DNT, I haven’t studied, I haven’t read, I haven’t earned, I haven’t updated myself for anything. All I did was have fun.

They say
The higher you climb
The harder you fall
I climbed high
And I never fell
But neither have I gone higher

Lean On Me, and Close Your Eyes

Caught the KungFu Dunk movie after school. Yet another nonsensical show, but it isn’t very bad. We almost went for a second round, almost. We ate at Long John till 6PM and left for home.
I was staring at my reflection on my phone and I reflected from the Bus Interchange all the way home. I thought, thought, and thought, about everything. Life’s really interesting, it’s an endless mystery.

Should start doing some work now.

Lean on me, close your eyes, fall asleep.
Get me to say I’m sorry.

Atheistic Agnostic.

Belief is the psychological state in which an individual holds a proposition or premise (argument) to be true without necessarily being able to adequately prove its main contention to other people who may or may not agree.

Religions. Gods. Do Gods, or does God exist? I’m an agnostic, but I’m not sure whether I’m atheistically agnostic, or, agnostically atheistic. Most probably, more to the atheistic agnosticism side, so I won’t say I completely disbelieve in God. I mean, even when scientists are finally able to explain exactly how the simplest form of life and planets came about, whose going to explain how that, or rather, those simplest form came about?
And if there is God(starter of life), then who started God?

I haven’t been thinking about how and why stuffs have been happening or coming about lately, because my belief is that everything happening and will happen, is nothing but simply side effect(s) of the past happenings. What I’ve been thinking about, when I think about religious matters, is, “If God exists, then how did he/she/it exist? Is there the God(s) of God(s)?” I’m using “God(s)” only because I don’t know God(s)’ name. If I do, I would mention their names just like how I mention Tom, Dick and Harry’s names.

If God(s) exists, I believe that they as well, would be asking, “Do Gods, or does God, really exist?”

I feel like playing CS.

Think about it, you know it was all worthwhile.

At Last, Pictures!

It’s 12:30PM, I just woke up. Shall blog about yesterday.

Pictures first, word later.

We basically had our breakfast at Junction8 at 9AM in the morning, boarded the ferry at about 11AM, rented our bicycles at 11:30AM, cycled till 2:30PM, had our lunch, and continued cycling. The cycling after lunch was exciting. We were speeding down the steep and rocky slope when I thought I saw a black car speed across the front of us, and before I could even react, I already saw KianWei and Arthur cycling into me, and then pass me, back to where we came from, yelling at us. What they saw, or what we saw, was a huge wild boar. ;I We just stood there for 10 minutes deciding whether to head back or not, and decided not to, so we headed down again, with the same people infront, and the same thing happened, except, this time it wasn’t one big wild boar, it was two cute smaller sized ones. We didn’t stop, and somehow, when the first two turned, they stopped and u-turn again, because the wild boars were standing at a distant, staring straight at us. Crap. So we hurriedly took another route down to Cek Jawa and kept thinking about how to make our way back without encountering the wild boars in which we came up with no other routes and had no choice but to take the same route back. We didn’t encounter the boars this time though.

Ah, the great thrill and chills made my day.

I am very sensitive, I am very sentimental. I am.