4 posts, in 2 days.

This is what I think about myself, or rather, what I have to say about myself:

1. Emotionally, I am VERY, VERY, sensitive. You hardly get to see my breakdown because I control my emotions well. Even if I do breakdown, I’d hardly let anyone see.
2. I control my emotions well, I control my anger well.
3. I get pissed off very easily as well, but then again, I can keep everything in well.
4. I am capable of keeping things to myself so much so that I think I am overdoing it, I really need to see a counsellor/psychologist because their title reduces my reluctance to spill everything out.
5. There are some people I know that I can share my problems with.
6. There are some people that I WANT to know my problems, but I can’t seem to let them know.
7. I am easily distracted by my thoughts.
8. I can think so hard it takes someone shouting right into my ears to get my attention.
9. I am very sentimental. And I mean, very. Never mind, make that extremely.
10. I can endure “longer than I can” when I am determined(Usually when something of mine is at stake).
11. I fall in love easily. I am VERY vulnerable to limerence.
12. I love laughing.
13. For now,  I think I’m feeling very down.
14. I like to create, I like to design, I like to make.
15. I like to argue, I like to debate, I like to explain.
16. I like to analyze problems.
17. There are many stuffs I tell people to do, that I myself don’t know how to, YET.
18. I can’t bear to let go off my memories with close friends.
19. I like music.
20. I like to hear of people’s problems. I like to share people’s problems. I like to solve people’s problem for them. I like people to confide in me. I wanna be everybody’s confidant.

It’s 3AM. I’m not feeling very happy. I’m feeling very… This isn’t a good feeling for all I care.

40% discount

First day working at Celio today. It’s a really good job man. Very relaxed. Every hour, only about 2 customers, or groups of them, come in. Probably because of the “rich” location and killer costs of their products. All Celio staffs get a 40% discount on each purchase of their product.

I ended work at 4:30PM, I changed plans for the day many times today. Initially I wanted to meet QuinFei, then Jason called and asked to meet, then Shawn, then Lydia too. But I never met any of them. I ended up meeting up with ChunYu, hanged around FarEast waiting for Charles, in which we failed to patiently, and so we met KianWei to find the rest for dinner. I didn’t eat though. We chatted for quite some time before leaving. There was Ian, Desmond, Cheng Feng, JianYou, Me, KianWei, ChunYu, Charles, YongWei, and DeSheng. Beside Charles and ChunYu, who headed off to hunt for clothes after that, the rest headed home, and I went for supper with an asshole. Eheheh.

There’s no point voicing out to people who can’t help. Doing so will only irritate others. If you have the guts, voice out to people who have the power to change whatever you’re unhappy with. If you never like doing something, but if you don’t do that something, someone else who can control you would be unhappy. If you care about that person’s happiness, it means  you are willing to do that something, otherwise, voice it out to him or her.