Yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away.

Yesterday, work. 12-8 shift. Had my break at around 4:15PM. Lydia and MuJia came and accompany me before they head down to work. We walked around Takashimaya, sat at a lift lobby where I ate halfway and we got chased away. They went for work, I went for work.

Then after work, I went to meet Andy, Diana and Sebastian for dinner/supper at Newton.
Ate pretty much, $52 worth of food.

Today, gym. With Dixon. Nothing else.
Tomorrow, work. Or rather, training @ Orchard Hotel.

It’s going to be a long way for me, I know.

ABSOLUT VANILLA

Celio’s Chalet. Was there for a day only. Have to work tomorrow. Honestly speaking, the chalet wasn’t very amazing. All we did was eat, play uno stacko, drink, and sleep. Jackson brought ABSOLUT Vanilla Vodkas, and I believe nobody liked it, only the bottle looks nice. It has an alcohol content of 40%, and it tastes like the pink coloured children’s panadol or something. I didn’t like but was okay with the taste, so surprisingly, I downed a bottle! I outdrank many. Hahaha.

Woke up today about 12PM, ate lunch, slacked a bit and left the chalet to meet Dixon at City Hall, looked at his new work place, then played pool at SnookerZone with WeiXiang and Felix. I wanted to go for my younger brother’s concert but somehow was too late for it, so I got my mom to fetch me home from J8.

Tomorrow, I’m aiming for $1.5K of sales.

It’s just a matter of time and realization…

Certificates, are just, back ups.

Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, Tiger Woods, blah. The wealthy people. How do they obtain their wealth? I’m sure your parents, your friends, you teachers tell you to study hard. If you don’t, you won’t be able to find a job.
Look at Tiger Woods. He plays golf for a living. Do you think back in school, he studied golf? Do you think that back in school, he studied physics so hard he can calculate every single detail of the movement of the ball that he hits with his golf club? If he studied hard in school, he would have done so for nothing. Imagine taking business studies, and excelling in it only to find out that 10years later, your career would have nothing to do with it. Won’t you get pissed off that you wasted your time studying, you wasted your parents’ money on your school fees?

You see, getting paper qualifications is just like creating backup plans for your life, JUST INCASE YOU FAIL. You only get a salaried job when you fail. You are supposed to only turn to your certificates for help, when you can’t earn a living all by yourself.
Some might say, “I want to be an architect, and I am studying architecture, if in future I use my architectural certificates to get me a job, are you saying that I’m a failure?”
No, if that’s according to your life’s plan. But good luck earning based on projects done/accepted, and a basic monthly salary. Congratulations, you now have a good pay.
But your pay is nothing, and I mean, NOTHING, compared to people earning millions a year. Some can make millions a MONTH.
Then again, Tiger Woods. He doesn’t need to worry about having enough competitions to participate in. When there isn’t any big worldwide competition, there are those small interclub competitions. For each he wins, or at least be in the top 3 golfers, he is paid or rewarded. He has been playing golf for so long, and has so much experience that it’s kinda hard for him to lose. I play cyber games, and winning WCG alone can earn you about $2K(only in your country, I haven’t included how much you get when you win it worldwide). WCG happens annually, but there’s CPL, CAL and so on. In the western countries, GAMERS ARE PAID QUITE ALOT. I forgot the exact amount of money, BUT THEY DRAW AT LEAST TWICE AS MUCH AS MY PARENTS(both of their salaries added together) DO EVERY MONTH. They play games for a living. Tiger Woods enjoys while earning money. Golf is an international sport. Winning a golf competition can easily earn a golfer many times more than $2K. I’m not asking you people to play golf.

Just know that, if you wanna make it big, you wanna strike it rich and wealthy, studying hard is not the best solution. Infact, it’s not a good solution. It’s only a backup, incase you screw up somewhere, somehow and is unable to achieve your desired career. That’s when you turn to your paper qualifications for a fixed salary job, in which if it’s nothing to do with your desired career, you should resign after earning enough money and confidence to dive into your desired career.

Desktops, laptops, computer parts(inclusive of cables and wires), computer accessories.
All for sale.
If looking for any, do contact me at brighton.y@gmail.com or my handphone if you have my number.

I worry, I’m worrying, I’m worried.

Great, my 11pm to 7pm shift became full shift(till the shop closes).
I feel so bloody satisfied with my achievement today.
Err.. I think 4th, or 5th day of work, and I managed to obtain roughly $1.6K worth of sales.
My next target would be to hit $2K, it’s more possible on a weekend, but still. :\
Please help my achieve my goal by heading down to Paragon Level 3, Celio* with cash, credit cards, debit cards, cash cards, or NETS(Tip: There are promotions for DBS, POSB, UOB and Citibank credit cards, debit cards, and nets), and start buying stuffs.

We’re currently having promotions

Woke up in the morning, dad told me that there was no water to bathe, something happened to the pipe, burst or something. I didn’t really bother, and I went back to sleep. I woke up again, 30 minutes before I should start work at Orchard. I took a cab down, and due to the traffic jam caused by the fire at the construction site, my cab fare was $8, when it was only $4+ the other time. Plus, I was late for work. But nevermind. Met Balya and YingZong after work and went to VivoCity for.. I don’t know, for nothing. We ate there, we chatted, and walked around a bit. Then headed home.

I said before, that when you recite a song’s lyric too much, your life will start changing to fit it. I believe I’ve been reciting the lyrics of certain songs too much. Damn. ):

But it’s a heart that beats only for you.

At the end of the day..
Who do you wanna be?
What do you wanna have done?
Where do you wanna be?

Many people would say..
“I wanna be a well-known wealthy person.”
“I want to be someone who has experienced everything in life, and be known as the wise one.”
“I wanna be on the 101th honeymoon with my partner while my kids are busy with their families.”

Look at everybody around you, do you think they would share the same thought? Maybe not, but surely, at the end of the day, they want to be someone who is able to possess all of that whenever he or she wants to.
The thing is, will they? Don’t ask whether they can, ask whether they will. Because they can, you can, everyone can. Many people will ask, “I want to be like that, but how?”

I mentioned before that you should never ask how. Just think about being there already. When you go for trainings from pros, they make you do everything they’ve done before that’s made them who they are today, and they tell you everything that slowed them down in the process. So basically, you go for their trainings just to copy their “successful footsteps,” you are just copying what they do, to be like them.
You see, if you wanna be a wealthy person, would you rather spend time thinking of how to be a rich person, or spend your time thinking that you are a wealthy person? Majority would say, spend time thinking of how, and then say because to be a wealthy person, you need to know how to be one first. Yes, true enough, you need to know how, you need a solution. But what makes you think that spending time imaginating that you’re a wealthy person won’t give you a solution? When you are able to imagine your future, you are able to imagine your future job, your future source of income, that’s when you have something to “work towards.” You can imagine yourself being the boss of a sports car company, so right now, you start to do your research on sport cars. If you don’t even know what you’re gonna do in future, and you just sit down and think of how to be rich, I assure you that you’re gonna take a long and boring time to become wealthy.

She’s so confused, she know she deserves more, someone who will love and adore.
But his money is hard to ignore, she really doesn’t know what to do.
Girl, it’s just a matter of time, before he finds, some other more fine.
After his done dulling your shine, you’re out the door and his through with you.
Tell me is the money worth your soul.
Tell me what’s the reason that you hold on when you know that dud, has a whole wall of em just like you.

I ain’t supposed to be sittin’ right here doing nothing no.

To those who asked me what’s with me and reasons in the previous post, here’s why.
It’s because I spent the night trying to figure out why did some things happen. I was trying to find a reason for everything. And it all seemed unreasonable and illogical. It seemed to me that, the Law Of Attraction is the only thing that can explain it.
It was because, I had so much fear in me that something that I feared would happen, would happen. It kept on appearing in my mind, hence, it happened. It’s pretty annoying knowing that in terms of my very own belief, I personally, made my fear become reality, and is now regretting it, is now banging my head against the wall because of it.

Reasons.

How reasonable are you?
How logical are you?
How much do you dislike unreasonability and illogicality?
How often do you get into conflict with an unreasonable and illogical person?
How often are you the unreasonable and illogical person in a conflict?
How often do you not know that you’re being unreasonable and illogical?
How often do you know that you’re being unreasonable and illogical but you can’t help it?
How do you know if you’re being unreasonable and illogical?

“I wish only I can see your goodness.”

Some smart people are stupid, and vice versa.

The title of this entry is… out of anger, envy, jealousy, pity, hatred. I MIGHT elaborate on it in the later part of this post.

Basically on the 15th, was prom night, we went there, we ate, we had fun, we played pool. The dinner ended around 9:45PM, and we hanged around Yio Chu Kang till 11+ or so. Me, Charles, ShaoLoong, Dixon, Fabian, and Kevin headed down to The Concourse and played pool till 2 or 3AM, took some pictures.

We did not plan to go home, so we sat at MacDonalds and fell asleep till morning, around 7AM, headed home, bathed and changed, came back out to meet Dixon again for work. We worked from 11:50AM to 11PM, although we were paid for 30Mins more because we didn’t get to eat. Me, Dixon and Fabian had supper, then headed home.

I woke at 2PM, looked at my Celio’s working roster, and it says “Work, 12PM to 6PM,” but I looked at my phone and wondered why my manager didn’t call me… So I waited till 4, and he called me, he asked me to go down and work till the shop closes. Okay so I went down, worked, had supper with my brother, and now I’m here, 2:21AM.

 http://nihilizm.imeem.com/music/LLvQSahO/sens_wish/

I can’t upload songs on WordPress, don’t know why. Ain’t a good thing. Wonder where can I find really good journal hosts…

Anyway, that music is S.E.N.S’s Wish. I am into music, and that is one slow piece, it might sound boring, but I love it. Whenever I listen to it, I reflect a lot, and I mean, a lot. It’s a rather sad piece though.

Some smart people are stupid, and vice versa. What can I say… I just know of many people who are really very smart, but are also stupid. Like, when there is two free sofa to choose from, one is an antique, which can be sold for a million dollars, and the other is a new one, worth $100,000. A very stupid smart girl chooses the new one.

This is why I say, some smart people are stupid, and vice versa. I said vice versa because stupid people can be smart too, they just choose not to. I’m not feeling very happy now, neither am I feeling very upset… Okay actually I’m kinda upset, but I know I shouldn’t be. Ah F*** it, my emotions are screwed, I feel screwed. Since my feelings are screwed, it isn’t really something I should feel good about, so I’m unhappy.

Post repitition

Have you ever wondered where does space lead to?
Have you ever wondered if there’s an end to space?
I doubt so.
For everything, we need space.
We need space to breathe, we need space to move, we need space to build, we need space to do.
Think again.
For everything, space is used.
Space is used to store air, space is used to enable our movements, space is used to build, space is used to do.
Space is the place where we realize our potential.
I believe also, that space is endless.
So that an architect who believes in building a tower that is three times taller than Earth, has the space to do it.
So that when scientists believe in designing a craft able to fly into space as deep as they want, has the space to prove it.
So that when one believes in flying away from Earth into space where no one thought was possible to reach, has the space to prove it.
So that when Earth is out of land space, has the space to carry out plans.
I bet, that in the future, breathing in outer space would not be a problem. I can see it.
Nothing’s impossible, even if it seems so. Because it only seems so now.
If inedible unriped fruit can turn into an edible riped fruit, unbreathable air can turn into breathable air.
If electricity can light up Earth, humans can light up space.
If scientists can alter the characteristics and properties of elements to adapt to a certain thing, they can do the same to themselves, humans.
Again, I’m saying here, that everything comes from within, not from without.
Nothing comes from space, everything in space comes from within us, within our minds.
Things only seem impossible when it is believed to be impossible. But the fact is, everything is possible.
For everything, we have space to do it, we have our minds to occupy space.
Space is our toy. It’s up to us as to how are we gonna play with it.
We must play with it, we have no choice.
No matter what, at the end of the day, this toy of ours will either be spoilt, or upgraded.
Whatever it is, all we need to know is.
Everything comes from within, not without.
Space is there for everything within us to be taken out.

Something urged me to post this up, again. I don’t know why.

I’m now waiting for my chauffeur. Okay, I meant I’m waiting for ShaoLoong and his cab to come pick me up, or rather, Me and KianWei up, and head down to YioChuKang GRC for our prom night.