Archive for September, 2007

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2 hours of sleep in 36 hours.

September 30, 2007

From Saturday to Sunday morning:

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Please don't mind my leg and the mess. That's how we study.

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If you enlarge it, the time is around 4:25(AM), that makes 4 in the morning.

From Sunday(today) morning till now:

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Pit stop? My camera isn't good enough to see the thermometer on the dashboard. The engine's temperature reached the red/danger zone.

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Smoking…

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Is bad for health.

Studied with Dixon and Terence from yesterday evening at my place till this morning around 5:30AM at YueSheng's place. Slept till 7:30AM and left for home. Went to Johor Bahru with my family to shop and came back to Singapore, and our car's cooling system seems to have screwed up. There's a leak in the cooling system's pipe and the engine's temperature shot all the way up to the red zone. My dad dropped a bolt into the engine and lost it, and because of that little bolt, he couldn't solve the problem. So he had to drive the car from Hougang back home with the overheated engine. The engine failed just before he could switch off the engine after parking the car, how lucky :\ I think it's time to get a new car.

Tomorrow there's the N Level Mathematics Paper 1, and Geography. I'll be using both Mathematics and Humanities for my N Level. I'm kind of confident, yet kind of nervous. Screw the moods. 

There shall be no…philosophy talk today. Tired.

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Local Area Network Day.

September 29, 2007

1 hour plus ago/Friday:

Went to school, had free periods throughout the day. Every period's in a air conditioned room except for recess so I was basically freezing the whole day. Went to Kovan to play LAN with Jimmy, Yudith, Fabian, Dixon, Kevin, Rohaizad.
First was CS, it's been a long, very long time, since I last played CS on LAN in a play-for-the-sake-of-killing game, not a match.
Then was Serious Sam 2, our adrenalines rushed like nuts.
And wasted our last few minutes on The Company Of Heroes.
We ate at Toa Payoh's 24hour MacDonalds and headed home after that. Which was around 7.30pm?

From Friday 10+pm to now:

I met Chermaine at 10.30 downstairs, supposingly to study at the BBQ pit, but we ended up studying at the penthouses' tower's entrance where there were low sidings…? And we could use it as a table if we sit on the floor. Studied till roughly 12.30am and we left. She left for home, I went to meet Jason for a quick supper. And now I'm here.

Electric Charges

In my previous post I mentioned this: 
“When our body dies, our body dies, our robot crashes. We don't die. Usually we die because we are trapped in our bodies and eventually die of being unable to leave our bodies to fullfil our lives. But sometimes, when our body/robot crashes, we manage to get out of it and carry on with our life.” 
And I wish to further elaborate.

Because how strong the electric charge our body produces depends on our mind, if it is strong enough, it can get out of the body easily and attract stuffs to us. If it is not strong enough, it would be stucked in the body, and we have to generate more willpower to this electric charges so they also won't give up on getting out of our bodies so easily. How much we want to live, how much we think we will die, how much we want to die, would affect whether our electric charges would remain in this world or not. Because when you meet death, that's a very critical moment and what you are thinking of at that time would be running through your mind a million times more than your other thoughts. 
So if you keep telling yourself, “After I die, I will find out how I die,” then you will die, and become a “ghost” to find out how you died.
If you keep telling yourself, “I will survive this and find out how I almost died.” then you will live to find out why you were close to death.
If you keep telling yourself, “I have nothing to lose. My kids are grown up, my wife left already, my siblings are all doing well, my life's savings is more than enough to go around my entire family, I have nothing more to do,” then you will die peacefully.

You are a leader of a gang playing a game called “Life.” and two rules of this game. One of which is that You can only leave the game or stay in the game. You can't leave and be back, but your men can. The other is that your men will leave only after they accomplish their missions and you're not there to give more. So You are the leader, and your electric charges are your men. When you say quit, your electric charges leave the game. When you say leave and be back later to find out why 1+1=2, you will leave and cannot be back, but your electric charges will leave and be back later to find out why 1+1=2 before they die out as that's their last command/mission. When you say play on, you and your electric charges will stay in the game.

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It's solid, too hard to take.

September 27, 2007

This is continued from the previous post…
Ghosts, spirits, poltergeists, whatever you call them.
All that I will mention about them is 100% In My Opinion.

I'm very sure you all know that batteries produce and transfer electric charges into your electronic device to allow it to work. When you remove the batteries, the electric charges take time to leave the electronic device, and sometimes some of it doesn't even leave.

From the previous paragraph..
Substitute “batteries” with “Living things(Us, or We, to be more specific).”
Substitute “electronic device” with “Universe/World/Life.” 
So it becomes..

I'm very sure you all know that We produce and transfer electric charges into your Universe/World/Life to allow it to work. When you remove Us, the electric charges take time to leave the Universe/World/Life, and sometimes some of it doesn't even leave.

You see, we are living on our electric charges(mind and thoughts). Our body is just  a robot controlled by our electric charges. When our body dies, our body dies, our robot crashes. We don't die. Usually we die because we are trapped in our bodies and eventually die of being unable to leave our bodies to fullfil our lives. But sometimes, when our body/robot crashes, we manage to get out of it and carry on with our life. 
I must add that, without our bodies/robots, we are considered invisible, because we are electric charges. Only special vision is able to see us, a vision that sees electric charges. And that's why you can't see ghosts with your naked eye, but you can see them through a camera. People with a “Third-Eye” can see them because of their electric charges altering their vision to be able to see electric charges. Infact all of us can, but how much and how clearly depends mostly on our subconscious thoughts. As attempting to alter your vision requires a lot of support from the strong electric charges your subconscious thoughts produces.

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I think it's the things that I do, the way that I move.

September 26, 2007

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The apple from CHERISH today. Not THE apple actually, just one out of the 4 apples I ate.
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Kind of blur, but anyway, I think this would be Mt. Alvernia Hospital in future. That's where I first saw light.
Got this from some book titled “Singapore Architecture” in the school's library, really interesting. Go check out how would different areas of Singapore look in the future. My predictions of a “2-Storey-Singapore” has actually come true, but only in one part of Singapore for now. :\

TWITS.

The word “twit” means: an insignificant or bothersome person, or to taunt, tease, ridicule, etc., with reference to anything embarrassing; gibe at.
Both meanings seem rather similar to me. But anyway, I think the first meaning is what we agree with more. To those who don't know what do typical Singaporeans mean by “twits”, it simply means people who acts cute to attract attention, or acts cool to attract attention. But on the computer, “twit” refers to people who types like this:

“Hies, mie name ish whadeva,” or “wh47 y0u \/\/4n7″, or people with nicknames like, “ah`boiix,” or “4}{-|3o1,” and so on. I think you all pretty much have a rough idea of what I'm talking about. I've seen millions of such nicknames and typings on the IRC and MSN. You all too.

They might be an eyesore to majority of the world, but don't hate them, it's their mind that's keeping them down there.

For special cases, slow minds can be genetically inherited, but still isn't a very good excuse as nobody is born stupid. Being more exposed to problematic situations can greatly increase one's ability to understand and analyze situations, and think more maturely, thus not being looked as, as an insignificant or bothersome person.

Otherwise, twits usually are twits because of low self-esteem and lack of confidence. They don't have “themselves.” They can't be themselves. They find that they don't like being themselves, they don't like to speak, act, type like themselves. They think they suck. So they eventually have “another identity” to live with. This people's life won't get better by the day. Their lives get worser by the day as they have two or maybe even more lives to cope with everyday. 

Like I said, there is never enough to go around if you keep looking on the outside of the picture. There will be infinity if you look within the picture. If you look at the outside of a person A, person A can only be person A, and will be person A until he dies. But if you look inside person A, he can have so many identities. He can be a gay, but appears to like girls on the outside. He can be very smart, but appears stupid on the outside. He can be very lousy, but appears and sounds as though he's a professional. Everything comes from within, not from without.

GOD?

God isn't a person who died some time ago, God isn't someone up or down there, God isn't a statue, God isn't watching over us, God isn't helping us, God isn't making things happen for us, God isn't creating rain, God isn't turning up the heat, God isn't lowering the temperature, God isn't making you fall down because you hit somebody yesterday. God does not exist. This might be offending, but I believe LiveJournal does not disallow the promoting of disbelieve in what the majority calls, “God.” And I also believe there is no law in Singapore stating that it's a crime to do so.

“God” is just a term used to represent our “beliefs and thoughts.”

People with similar “beliefs and thoughts” get to know of each other, relate to each other more, and thus name their “beliefs and thoughts.”
How did names of like Allah, Jesus, and the few Buddhist Gods and so on come about?

Here's how I picture it, or rather, here's my example:

Person A and Person B stupidly thinks that by throwing gold coins into the river everyday, they will become blessed by the river and would have sufficient water to live with forever. Person A and Person B then influences many more people who stupidly chooses to believe them. They then form a group and decide to name the group, “The Coin Throwers.”
From then on, a religion called “The Coin Throwers” is brought into existence. The “God” they believe in, is the river. And when all of them are getting old, they then pass down their beliefs to their following generations, all the way until now. 

This example of mine can be applied to every existing religion now. Think about it.
We have to start thinking about the facts. We can't think about a glowing figurine appearing infront of us when we are on the edge of a high rise building.
We have to think about pulling ourselves back up.
If you are wondering about why ghosts, or spirits, exists, I'll express my view the next time.
Gonna eat subway. :D

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Mooncake Festival.

September 25, 2007

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My brother took this…
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Went out with my younger brother, mom and dad to Sembawang, and then headed to the SAFYC, haven't been there since a long time.
I miss those sailing days. :\

After school was study session and sparring session with my bunch of classmates and some others. Quite a bit happened.
And, blur vision can really affect a person's reflexes and reaction big time. I was kind of puzzled today because of my reflexes and reaction with and without my spectacles, so I did several tests. Firstly, I took off my spectales after I got off the bus, and I realized with blurred vision, most of the time you can only focus on one or two things at most. That includes your mind's focus. You can only focus on moving your legs but not swinging your arms while running, and vice versa for example. When my phone vibrated, I reacted as quickly as when I wear my spectacles and took out my phone, but because I couldn't see the line between the top and bottom half of my phone, I couldn't flip my phone open like usual and almost dropped it. I went further and reached a gate of my house, and took out my keys, and didn't put my key into the keyhole accurately even though I could see the hole clearly. I believe this is enough to prove how much a person's eyesight can affect his or her life. Another good example is when you drive with blurred vision, and I mean speeding with blurred vision, not just driving slowly, you would die. Even when driving slowly, you would realize that for several times, you would fail to bring the car to a stop anywhere near the point you want to stop at.

Do you realize that you often feel that there aren't enough of certain stuffs?
Have you ever felt that there isn't enough to go around?
It's because you're looking at the outside of pictures and think that everything comes from the outside.
You see a limit to everything. But the fact is, nothing comes from the outside. Everything that exists now, comes from the inside.
Everything that exists now, is produced by our thoughts that attracts everything to into this world.
Your mind is within you, and your mind is the creator of everything, so there is no limit to anything in this world.
If you are short of money, then think of more money entering your life. Your ability to think is also unlimited, so you can think all you want, and bring as much as you want into this world. When you understand this, you are more or less thinking from a mind that is aware of its infinite nature.
 

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My very first LiveJournal entry.

September 24, 2007

Okay, here's my very first entry on LiveJournal.

I decided to switch over because I rather my webpage be considered a Journal than a Blog. It sounds more cool that way, doesn't it?
I installed an invisible counter from www.statcounter.com on my Blogspot's blog a few weeks ago expecting an average of 50 readers a week, but to my surprise, the average number of readers I get a week is actually able to hit 317, of which 92.75% comes from Singaporeans, 3.00% comes from the United States, and the remaining percentage comes from Hong Kong, Portugal, United Kingdom, Chile, Belgium, India, Greece, Italy, Netherlands, Spain and one unknown country…. ?
Ok, I think I should go to sleep. I've already posted today's post on my ex-page, http://xerqion.blogspot.com.

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Welcome to LiveJournal

September 23, 2007